Had a small chat then dated a few times until we ended up in bed. Pinayflix It wasn’t as painful but not as pleasurable, too. Hindi ko na lang dedetalyehin pa just to cut the story short. He said “tabihan mo ako”. He kissed me and my whole body. Masakit, nakakagulat at nakakainis. Hindi na taboo ang ganito at alam kong nag-eenjoy ako sa mga panahon na yon. Kilalang ugali ng mga lalaki na gustong pinagsisilbihan sila at kadalasan na nasusunod sa mga gusto. Handang-handa na akong magparaya sa mga oras na yon. and I cried but eventually moved on after a month or two. Jake knows how to make you feel special and say the right words. I actually saw it coming which I’m going to tell later kung bakit. It’s no big deal sakin that time. We both had regular office jobs although nasa bandang north of Metro Manila ang workplace niya. The motel room was big and nice. Ilang saglit pa ay nagtanong siya sakin sa ikalawang pagkakataon, “Are you ready?”.
